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introspective

I feel like I'm top of the world! Except I have acrophobia so with that feeling of top of the world comes feelings of nausea and dizziness haha.

Last few days have been totally mental. Started off with me finally getting the results from my Masters exams - PASS! That was a shock because I was really ill during the exams, got panic attacks every single day, heavily drugged up and couldn't complete the paper for two of my courses. When I saw my statement of results, I was so shocked but grateful, I burst out in tears :D

Then it was end of Ramadan (which was sad) and beginning of Eid (happy) - frantic family gatherings and eating coma-inducing food. Asian gatherings = food feasts so at some point I started feeling sick and because I'm a hypochondriac, I was convinced I had diabetes so I spent a few days refusing to eat food and generally freaking out haha. But after a few days of regular training & avoiding sugar/carbs, I felt back to normal just in time for my birthday cake :D

Back in London, this time coincided with my aunt coming over from Desh so we had another gathering / birthday celebration. I'm at that age precipice to the Asian date-of-expiry (Adoe) for girls so I didn't even realise that it was already August and slowly creeping up to my ageing-day. Anyway, I've decided I'm going to be at this age for the next 6 years so problem sorted.

We have three weddings coming up so this is also a time for the familial flocks to all gather from America, Canada, Australia, Switzerland and of course Bangladesh! HOUSE-FULL. This would normally be great except FrAsians (fresh Asians) have no concept of private space and I'm an only child, I NEED my Space … so not so great.

I also finally turned on my phone after a month of being dead and was attacked by a bunch of happy/concerned/angry texts over the course of time so I'm in kind of a tricky situation. On top of that, this dissertation creeped up on my arse and now I'm freaking out because I HAVE NO TIME LEFT! I mean, I thought I had time, but I didn't take into account the family and the weddings so I'm feeling a bit frantic.

Things at work are picking up, which is both a good and a bad thing. Its good because it means funding money yay. But its bad because it means that my usually dormant role has become more active right when I'm feeling scarce in terms of time. I also have to juggle in a trip to Taiwan and I'm worried I might not be able to make it (already cancelled Vietnam/Singapore)!

So, as you can see if you've read this, feeling top of the world pretty much goes hand in hand with feeling nauseous, dizzy and overwhelmed. I also feel really really tired, I have no idea why but its really exhausting, feeling so tired :( anyhow I suppose this is good-bye because I think I'm going to have to take a break from Flickr as well (I've already shut down the blog / FB / Twitter / etc.). I'll see you when I see you (you better miss me and notice my absence peeps) :D

Ciao for now! ox

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Photo prise @ London le 6 août 2013 (© mayeesherr. / Flickr)

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